Well, it appears I am not on speaking terms with my father and his 2nd spouse. I have reached out sympathetically to them, after initially reacting hostilely to an overreach on their part. I have gotten no response. I am letting it lie...
I am working the two jobs as always. A recert on one of my jobs is coming up and it conflicts with the schedule of the other job. This will cost me sleep. Hopefully things will go smoothly enough.
Life generally feels good. I don't embrace this depraved selfish shortsighted human civilization of ours, but I tolerate it. I don't have much of a choice.... It is truly a shame how we are wasting our precious planet in the name of untold numbers of selfish ends.
I feel like I get more and vivid dreams when I supplement with melatonin. Latest dream was a nightmare of sorts. I can only remember the distressed feeling which permeated the dream, and not any particular detail. It involved travel, and lots of other people, and that's the extent of my recollection.
Biking is doing well, Chain replacement is overdue. I got everything adjusted so I get a smooth quiet ride. It takes about half an hour these days to get to or from work via bicycle. I am slowing with age. The LED headlights pierce the night and blind me. I am learning not to anger myself over it. It's just a waste of emotional energy if I do that.
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